IDEAS IN PSYCHOANALYSIS
Anxiety
RICKY EMANUEL
IDEAS IN PSYCHOANALYSIS
Anxiety Ricky Emanuel
Series editor: Ivan Ward
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Introduction As I begin to write this book I am faced with many anxieties. Will I manage to finish it on time and get it to the publisher? Will it be good enough? Do I know what I want to say and can I say it clearly enough? This seems normal. Facing a new and potentially daunting task gives rise to anxiety in all of us. But how will I cope with these anxieties? Will they overwhelm me and lead to a paralysis of thought and writing, or will they spur me on to ‘create’ this book? What exactly are these anxieties? And what function, if any, do they have? If I try to examine exactly what I am anxious about – in other words, think about and name my own emotional experience – then perhaps the anxieties will be mollified. My anxieties are not necessarily irrational ones, although some of them may be. If I examine them more closely, I find that I am anxious about my performance. In other words, will I be judged harshly? Will I be exposed as fraudulent? Do I know enough about the subject to warrant having being asked to write this book? Will I find inspiration from what psychoanalysts 3
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call my ‘good objects’, those mysterious guiding forces within me that are the basis of my security? Will my ‘uncertainty cloud’ about the whole enterprise be received and held by them, or will I let ‘them’ down? This latter anxiety relates to an intimidating or tormenting feeling associated with the fear of being harshly judged, but also a different quality of anxiety, a dejected feeling